A Medical Day

Good morning and happy Tuesday kids. Today I have a really busy day to say the least. Right now, I’m waiting to see the urologist, but I’m not sure if he is just going to look at the CT scan results with me or eventually stick a camera up my pee pee. I hope it’s not the latter, since there hasn’t been any more blood in my urine.

Later on, I have an appointment with my GP, so we can go over the results from my lower back MRI that was performed last week. No matter what the MRI results are, I’m going to request that I’m cleared to go back to work as of tomorrow, because my lower back has been getting better. Other than that, life is good.

It’s Just So Fucking Depressing

One thing that I have always been vocal about, is how much I hate the fall. My reason is, that because of the cooler temperatures, shorter days and having to stay indoors most of the time, I feel depressed. Then when I go outside, I have to wear a jacket or a sweater, plus I don’t get to enjoy my alone time outside. It’s just so fucking depressing.

I Keep Pushing On

Good morning and happy Saturday kids, I hope that you enjoy your day to the fullest.

Today is my 51st day without drinking and not waking up with a fucked up hangover, makes me feel great and happy with what I have accomplished.

I know that it’s a cliche, but since I’m a weekend binge drinker, I’m taking it one weekend at a time. Any given time I have some shit going on in my life, but I can’t let it get to me, because I’m stronger than that. That’s why I keep pushing on!

With that said, I’m Audi 5000 y’all!

50 Days Without Drinking!

Good afternoon and TGIF kids. I am happy to inform you, that today I have been without drinking for 50 days and I feel fucking great. It hasn’t been easy, but I made it.

To be honest with you, there has been many times, including this morning, that for personal shits that are going on in my life, I felt like drinking like a crazy person, but I didn’t.

When something that makes me want to drink happens to me, I just ask myself one question. Is alcohol going to solve the problem or make it worse?

Tired Like A Motherfucker

Today I haven’t had any alcohol in 45 days and I’m loving it. But one thing that I have noticed is, that since I haven’t been drinking, I’m taking responsibility of things that I was neglecting while drunk.

Don’t get me wrong, it’s all good, it’s just that most of the time I’m way too busy and tired to even dedicate time to my hobby or even get some alone time.

Lonely In A Relationship

If you truly love someone, never make that person beg for your love and affection. But specially, never ever make that person feel lonely in the relationship.

Playing The Victim

It’s fucked up how so many people are in relationship, but only know how take, but never give back. Then, when their partner complains, they try to turn everything around and play the victim.