Good morning and happy Tuesday kids. Today I have a really busy day to say the least. Right now, I’m waiting to see the urologist, but I’m not sure if he is just going to look at the CT scan results with me or eventually stick a camera up my pee pee. I hope it’s not the latter, since there hasn’t been any more blood in my urine.
Later on, I have an appointment with my GP, so we can go over the results from my lower back MRI that was performed last week. No matter what the MRI results are, I’m going to request that I’m cleared to go back to work as of tomorrow, because my lower back has been getting better. Other than that, life is good.
Good morning and happy Tuesday kids! I hope that you enjoy your day to the fullest.
As for me? This morning I was feeling a little moody and shit, but I understand that it goes with the bipolar territory. But I am happy to report, that I am doing way better right now. I am still working from home, but I am taking a vacation day this coming Thursday, in order to take my fury baby to the vet in the morning and see my urologist in the afternoon.
To be honest, sometimes I stop to worry and wonder what could be causing the blood in my urine, but the truth is, that there is nothing that I can do right now, but wait to see the urologist. The nice lady that setup the appointment for me over the phone yesterday, did tell me that if anything changes or gets worst, I should go straight to the emergency room, which I will. As a matter of fact, today has not been as bad as the other days, it is a bit clearer.
Well, today I will see my shrink after work and I will also be going to my Tuesday AA meeting, they both will really help me, by keeping my mind busy, rather than wondering around in bullshit land.
OK kids, just to show you that I’m not a bullshitter like many bloggers are, and since I like to talk with proof, I decided to provide you with a picture of what my urine looked like this morning… YES! That is blood mixed with it!
Saturday morning, when the emergency room doctor asked me what was wrong with me, I showed her a similar bottle, so she could see exactly what I saw that morning. After she got the tests results, she was concerned, but sent me home because I didn’t have any pain or blockage, but advised that I HAVE TO follow up with my primary physician and a urologist, because it could be a number of things, and they need to find out what exactly is going on, so it can be taken care.
Today I put in for a vacation day from the salt mines, in order to see my doctor about the blood in my urine and have her refer me to a urologist, but she was on vacation and the doctor who was supposed to replace her, is out today and might be for the rest of the week.
I Googled a couple of urologists near me but didn’t have any luck to be seen today or within the next few days. I did call a local hospital and the earliest appointment they had was for next Monday August 31, 2020 at 3:30 pm, so I took it.
So right now, since I don’t have any pain at all, just the blood in my urine, I’m just going to try and go on with my life as best as I can. I’m still taking the antibiotics that the ER doctor prescribed me on Saturday, my crazy meds, calcium, multivitamins and drinking a lot of water. Also, as of today The Boss aka my wife of 30+ years… she hates when I call her that though, she put me on a diet because my A1C, cholesterol and other shits were fucking stupid high. She says that she must take good care of me, because I’m worth more to her alive than dead… Yes! She doesn’t have a big sense of humor like I do, but sometimes she throws in a little joke here and there.
Yesterday, after everything was said and done in the ER about the blood in my urine, I really needed to keep my mind busy, so my OCD wouldn’t kick in and start running crazy thoughts of the worst future scenarios that can happen when I visit the urologist. So, my wife and I went to a family BBQ which we had been invited to prior to my ER visit. But since I couldn’t drink, I enjoyed myself as much as I could by eating, watching others play dominoes and talking with family and friends.
Since I’m facing the unknown right now, the trip really helped by keeping my mind from wondering about the what ifs. I am not going to lie, sometimes I did wonder, but it was not that bad, because I was not alone. Yesterday, I started to take the antibiotics that ER doctor prescribed me, then I have to setup the appointment with the urologist. That is all that I can really do right now because worrying is not going to change anything or help me in any way possible.
Today I went to the emergency room because for the past three days, there have been a lot of blood in my urine, sometimes even with some blood clots. At first, I thought that it was artificial coloring from something I drank or ate. Then I thought that it had to do with the vitamins and calcium that I must take for the rest of my life, because of the sleeve gastrectomy surgery I had eight years ago to lose weight, due to health complications.
So, this morning I was really concerned, because there was still a lot of blood in my urine. They did blood and urine tests but didn’t find any bacteria or anything to be alarmed with. The doctor gave me antibiotics for one week and referred me to a urologist, to try and find out what’s exactly going on.
The doctor also told me to make sure that I drink a lot of water, since I admitted that I don’t drink enough on a regular basis.