A couple of days ago, I started watching a documentary about so called influencers and people’s obsession with follows, likes, comments and fame on social media. The whole thing is, that I didn’t get to finish watching it, because I’m allergic to stupid people and my body started breaking out in rashes. It just annoys the living shit out of me, how so many talentless people want to be famous, just to be famous.
On and off I have been blogging for who knows how many years, but the thing about me is, that I’m not a mental health advocate, writer, author or anything like that, nor do I want to or plan to ever be. My thing is, that I do it to deal with my Bipolar II, OCD, weekend drinking and other shits by posting them on this here crazy blog of mine.
Good afternoon and happy Friday kids. I could be lot of things, but one thing I’m not is hypocrite and a liar. As I have mentioned before, I don’t drink during regular weekdays or workdays, I only drink some weekends, and even though I’ve been working from home since mid-March, I only do it on Fridays after work, never during.
To get to the point, today I decided to have a couple of beers while I chill out at home after work, while listening to some old-school Latin freestyle and House music. The thing about me is, that when I decide to drink, I like doing it at home or at family gatherings, for some reason, I never liked bars or such places. At home, I can have a couple of family members and or friends over, talk, laugh and listen to whatever music we want in a safe environment, without having to worry that a drunk asshole, might want to start something with us. With that said… Cheers kids!
Good morning and happy Monday kids, it’s official, my first alcohol-free weekend of 2021 came and went like diarrhea, but smoother. Right now, I am super duper happy, because I don’t have to worry about a fucked up hangover or any fucked up regrets, and to be honest, I feel like to Tony the tiger… Grrreat! As a matter of fact, today is my 7th alcohol-free day… WOO-HOO!
The one person who I really have to thank is my better half… my wife of 30+ years, for keeping my crazy ass busy most of the time over the weekend. Because the thing about my weekend binge drinking is, that I do it out of boredom, not because my body needs or wants alcohol, I only do it because most of the time I don’t have shit to do on the weekends, specially the evenings. I’m just glad and happy, that I am were I am right now. Keep hope alive!
Good morning and happy humpday boys, girls and others. I am happy to report, that today I have been alcohol-free for 7 days… WOO-HOO! With the 3 day weekend coming up, I really don’t know what’s going to happen, but one thing that I’m 100% sure of is, that I ain’t drinking for shit today, and that’s what really matters to me… TODAY!
Well, we are just few days away from the begging of a new year, but even though I fucked up last week and went on a binge drinking weekend for four days… trust me, I’m not planning on doing that shit this weekend. Right now, I’m really looking forward to starting a new year with a much different mentality. I mean, don’t get me wrong, I know that I keep fucking up, but who knows what 2021 might bring for me.
It’s so sad, how so many people try so hard, to be different, not realizing that no matter what they do, we were all born different. From extreme plastic surgeries to changing the color of their skin, they refuse to look inside, because they can’t escape their daemons.