A Medical Day

Good morning and happy Tuesday kids. Today I have a really busy day to say the least. Right now, I’m waiting to see the urologist, but I’m not sure if he is just going to look at the CT scan results with me or eventually stick a camera up my pee pee. I hope it’s not the latter, since there hasn’t been any more blood in my urine.

Later on, I have an appointment with my GP, so we can go over the results from my lower back MRI that was performed last week. No matter what the MRI results are, I’m going to request that I’m cleared to go back to work as of tomorrow, because my lower back has been getting better. Other than that, life is good.

50 Days Without Drinking!

Good afternoon and TGIF kids. I am happy to inform you, that today I have been without drinking for 50 days and I feel fucking great. It hasn’t been easy, but I made it.

To be honest with you, there has been many times, including this morning, that for personal shits that are going on in my life, I felt like drinking like a crazy person, but I didn’t.

When something that makes me want to drink happens to me, I just ask myself one question. Is alcohol going to solve the problem or make it worse?

Tired Like A Motherfucker

Today I haven’t had any alcohol in 45 days and I’m loving it. But one thing that I have noticed is, that since I haven’t been drinking, I’m taking responsibility of things that I was neglecting while drunk.

Don’t get me wrong, it’s all good, it’s just that most of the time I’m way too busy and tired to even dedicate time to my hobby or even get some alone time.

Lonely In A Relationship

If you truly love someone, never make that person beg for your love and affection. But specially, never ever make that person feel lonely in the relationship.

Playing The Victim

It’s fucked up how so many people are in relationship, but only know how take, but never give back. Then, when their partner complains, they try to turn everything around and play the victim.

34 Days Without Drinking

Good morning and happy hump day kids! I am happy to announce that today I have been without drinking for one month and three days and I feel fucking great. The truth is, that this time around has been easier than before, because I have been keeping myself extra busy. But even after all was said and done, I did experience some stinking thinking, but I never gave in. Since I am a weekend binge drinker, I take it one weekend at a time. 

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y’all! 

A Walk In The Park

Good morning and happy Saturday kids, I hope that you enjoy it to the fullest.

As for me? Yesterday after I got done with work, I threw my phone, laptop and tablet in my backpack and went for a walk in the park. The truth is, that even though the park is huge and is right across the street from my home, I have only been there for parties and BBQs, I haven’t been there for a jog or a walk in years.

Do not get me wrong, I really enjoy working from home but being inside 24/7 without any contact with my co-workers, the coffee guys and other people who I interacted with daily, has been affecting me mentally. The crazy shit is, that I have been working from home since March and only figured it out recently, because of my crazy daily mood swings. Right now, I am planning on making sure that I make time to go out for walks, even if it is just around the corner.

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y’all!