One Week And Counting

Good morning and happy Thursday kids! I hope you enjoy your day to the fullest. But remember, don’t let no asshole fuck it up for you no matter what goes down.

As for me? I am happy to report, that today is my 7th Alcohol-Free day and I am happy as fuck.

Shrink Wanted. Apply Within

Today is my 8th Alcohol-Free day and I feel like Tony the tiger, FUCKING GREAT! WOO-HOO!

Other than that, after 10 years of getting treated for Bipolar II, Depression, OCD and social anxiety by my shrink Dr. C, my last session with him was a couple of days ago because he dropped my medical insurance company. Last month he explained to me that he was doing so, because as usual, the company was paying him less and they couldn’t get to an agreement.

He did tell me, that if I don’t find a new shrink by next month and I run out of crazy meds, to give him a call and he will send the prescriptions for me one last time.

Now just like I found him through my insurance company 10 years ago, I have to start searching. The whole shit is having to make all them fucking calls, getting turned down for one reason or another reason and then starting from zero.

My First Remote AA Meeting

Good afternoon and TGIF kids, I am happy to let you know that today is my 10th sober day and I feel fucking great. Plus, last night I decided to attend my first remote AA meeting and I loved it. To be honest, I should have listened to my shrink, when he suggested it a while back. I guess I really enjoyed it, mostly because unlike in person meetings, there was no chitchat going on in the back of the room, so I was able to listen and appreciate what the person was sharing.  

Seven Days… AGAIN!

Good morning and happy Tuesday boys, girls and others. I am happy to inform you, that after 18 days without drinking, I fucked up again, but no worries kids, today is my 7th alcohol-free day and I’m fucking happy. 

14 Days Without Drinking!

Good morning and happy hump day boys, girls and others. I am happy to report, that today is my 14th day without drinking and I feel like Tony the tiger… Grrreat! I have to say, that these 14 days have been easy, because my lovely wife has been keeping super duper busy on the weekends, which are my weak days. But because of my Bipolar, I have been having many depressed days for the last couple of months, and that is the reason why my shrink decided to up my dose of Lithium from 300 mg to 450 mg a day. Right now I’m still working from home and I’m also dealing with some issues with my 26 year old son. Other than that, I can’t complain.

12 Days And Counting

Good morning and happy Monday boys, girls and others. Today is a rainy day here in New York City, but I’m still happy, because today is my 12th alcohol-free day. What is more important is, that since I’m not an everyday drinker, but a weekend binge drinker, I’ve been alcohol-free for the past two weekends. WOO-HOO! 

I’ve just been keeping myself busy with family, my baby, work and my hobby. The whole trick is keeping my mind busy. I know that some weekends it doesn’t work and I fuck up, but what counts is that I’m trying, and 12 days are 12 days here and in any other part of the world. 

Your Drug Of Choice

It doesn’t matter what your drug of choice is, if you are using something else only because it is not, then what you are trying to do is change the way that you feel. You see, the problem is not your drug of choice, it’s what’s inside of you.