It’s Just So Fucking Depressing

One thing that I have always been vocal about, is how much I hate the fall. My reason is, that because of the cooler temperatures, shorter days and having to stay indoors most of the time, I feel depressed. Then when I go outside, I have to wear a jacket or a sweater, plus I don’t get to enjoy my alone time outside. It’s just so fucking depressing.

I Keep Pushing On

Good morning and happy Saturday kids, I hope that you enjoy your day to the fullest.

Today is my 51st day without drinking and not waking up with a fucked up hangover, makes me feel great and happy with what I have accomplished.

I know that it’s a cliche, but since I’m a weekend binge drinker, I’m taking it one weekend at a time. Any given time I have some shit going on in my life, but I can’t let it get to me, because I’m stronger than that. That’s why I keep pushing on!

With that said, I’m Audi 5000 y’all!

50 Days Without Drinking!

Good afternoon and TGIF kids. I am happy to inform you, that today I have been without drinking for 50 days and I feel fucking great. It hasn’t been easy, but I made it.

To be honest with you, there has been many times, including this morning, that for personal shits that are going on in my life, I felt like drinking like a crazy person, but I didn’t.

When something that makes me want to drink happens to me, I just ask myself one question. Is alcohol going to solve the problem or make it worse?

Tired Like A Motherfucker

Today I haven’t had any alcohol in 45 days and I’m loving it. But one thing that I have noticed is, that since I haven’t been drinking, I’m taking responsibility of things that I was neglecting while drunk.

Don’t get me wrong, it’s all good, it’s just that most of the time I’m way too busy and tired to even dedicate time to my hobby or even get some alone time.

Playing The Victim

It’s fucked up how so many people are in relationship, but only know how take, but never give back. Then, when their partner complains, they try to turn everything around and play the victim.

I’m Still Not Drinking

Good afternoon and happy Monday kids! Well at least it is for me, since it’s Labor Day and I’m off from the salt mines.


As for me? I am happy to say, that today I have been without drinking for one month and eight days and I feel fucking great. One thing about this time around is, that it hasn’t been as hard as the other times. I’m not going to lie, there has been a couple of times, when I wanted to have a couple of beers, and that includes today, but if I don’t keep entertaining them stupid thoughts, they go away the same way they came in.

With that said, I’m Audi 5000 y’all!

34 Days Without Drinking

Good morning and happy hump day kids! I am happy to announce that today I have been without drinking for one month and three days and I feel fucking great. The truth is, that this time around has been easier than before, because I have been keeping myself extra busy. But even after all was said and done, I did experience some stinking thinking, but I never gave in. Since I am a weekend binge drinker, I take it one weekend at a time. 

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y’all!