It’s Just So Fucking Depressing

One thing that I have always been vocal about, is how much I hate the fall. My reason is, that because of the cooler temperatures, shorter days and having to stay indoors most of the time, I feel depressed. Then when I go outside, I have to wear a jacket or a sweater, plus I don’t get to enjoy my alone time outside. It’s just so fucking depressing.

I Keep Pushing On

Good morning and happy Saturday kids, I hope that you enjoy your day to the fullest.

Today is my 51st day without drinking and not waking up with a fucked up hangover, makes me feel great and happy with what I have accomplished.

I know that it’s a cliche, but since I’m a weekend binge drinker, I’m taking it one weekend at a time. Any given time I have some shit going on in my life, but I can’t let it get to me, because I’m stronger than that. That’s why I keep pushing on!

With that said, I’m Audi 5000 y’all!

50 Days Without Drinking!

Good afternoon and TGIF kids. I am happy to inform you, that today I have been without drinking for 50 days and I feel fucking great. It hasn’t been easy, but I made it.

To be honest with you, there has been many times, including this morning, that for personal shits that are going on in my life, I felt like drinking like a crazy person, but I didn’t.

When something that makes me want to drink happens to me, I just ask myself one question. Is alcohol going to solve the problem or make it worse?

Playing The Victim

It’s fucked up how so many people are in relationship, but only know how take, but never give back. Then, when their partner complains, they try to turn everything around and play the victim.

I’m Still Not Drinking

Good afternoon and happy Monday kids! Well at least it is for me, since it’s Labor Day and I’m off from the salt mines.


As for me? I am happy to say, that today I have been without drinking for one month and eight days and I feel fucking great. One thing about this time around is, that it hasn’t been as hard as the other times. I’m not going to lie, there has been a couple of times, when I wanted to have a couple of beers, and that includes today, but if I don’t keep entertaining them stupid thoughts, they go away the same way they came in.

With that said, I’m Audi 5000 y’all!

34 Days Without Drinking

Good morning and happy hump day kids! I am happy to announce that today I have been without drinking for one month and three days and I feel fucking great. The truth is, that this time around has been easier than before, because I have been keeping myself extra busy. But even after all was said and done, I did experience some stinking thinking, but I never gave in. Since I am a weekend binge drinker, I take it one weekend at a time. 

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y’all! 

A Walk In The Park

Good morning and happy Saturday kids, I hope that you enjoy it to the fullest.

As for me? Yesterday after I got done with work, I threw my phone, laptop and tablet in my backpack and went for a walk in the park. The truth is, that even though the park is huge and is right across the street from my home, I have only been there for parties and BBQs, I haven’t been there for a jog or a walk in years.

Do not get me wrong, I really enjoy working from home but being inside 24/7 without any contact with my co-workers, the coffee guys and other people who I interacted with daily, has been affecting me mentally. The crazy shit is, that I have been working from home since March and only figured it out recently, because of my crazy daily mood swings. Right now, I am planning on making sure that I make time to go out for walks, even if it is just around the corner.

With that said, I am Audi 5000 y’all!